Wednesday, Aug. 25, 2004 9:09 p.m.

2 Out Of 3 Ain't Bad
Today Kenneth is:

I’ve been listening to this Emma Bunton song, the “Crickets sing for AnnaMaria, Nicky and I was laughing because there is a lot of coming in this song… I mean what is all this

Suddenly the Papa came
And then the Mama came
And then the sister came
And then the brother came
And then the uncle came
And then the cousin came
And even person came

And the next versus everyone is hugging instead of coming and then the next is them kissing
Gezzzz that is one horny party….
I think it’s hilarious, I can not stop laughing at it.

Oh yeah I was gonna say about when Maxine and I went to Fantasy Island in Skegness, and we had a really, really good time.
I enjoyed myself. Its nice for me to spend some time with her, I enjoy it a lot and I’m a different person with her, I’m at ease with who I am and at ease with what I want to do.
I saw to her sometimes that I’m afraid that I’ll Iose her, that I’ll do something wrong that results in me losing her, and like she has said before, we live for today, we live for this moment, for here and for now.
I love her so much, and the great thing is she loves me in return. That’s the best thing I could possibly ask for.
So what else, I filmed a screen test for a documentary today, well it was a taster so it can be shown to the producers to show them what the purpose of this is all about, oh I forgot on Friday I need to get some Coca-Cola as Maxine and I are going to a Barbeque.
I’m stuck listening to Meatloaf “2 out of 3 ain't bad” at the minute, makes me smile and think of Maxine, not because of the words, but makes me think of when we was driving and she was singing it.
I’m glad she’s able to replace some memories I’ve had and built new ones with me.
She doesn’t yet know how much she means to me...but I’m working on that. *Smiles brightly*
Anyway I shouldn’t go on abut that and tempt fate eh.
I’ve gotta go to my Mums…I’ll be back in here at the weekend I guess. Maybe sooner if I can.