Sunday, Sept. 26, 2004 5:31 p.m.

Come & See Me, Make Me Smile
Today Kenneth is:

Heck I’m really missing MJ. But she did call me last night. It was so silly I couldn’t stop grinning, its 11.17am for her right now. Even just talking about her makes me smile right now.
I keep hoping that I’ve just found the woman that I settle down with, she is truly amazing and I do love her.
I feel we have a good relationship, she knows I’m paranoid of it falling apart and she is kind in her understanding and support.
I guess we are both there for each other, I cant wait for her to get back because we have more stops in our relationship to conquer, and I’m really looking forward to doing them.
Alas everything in good time Kenneth.

So on other things, I finally finished spell checking all of what was written for Legacy so far.
Now that I’ve done that I might pick it up tomorrow and write a tad more on it.
I’ve spent enough time staring at it thinking “shall I shall I not” now is the time I get that back out again and maybe if I finish it I’ll add it to my website.
I guess its going to start one of those spins of what names I use what pictures I decide on, but I don’t care anymore. I’ve changed it three times to please people.
I’ve no contact with my life back in 2000/2002. I’m gonna do what I want for a change.

I’ve had a fucking rough ride with life these past two years, and I’ve had some fun in those two years as well. But my life hit a turning point back in spring this year, and I feel good.
Yeah, I know there are going to be days where I’m in here moaning that I cant cope anymore, and maybe I have more of those days than the average person, but things have gotten and are getting better and I’m happy.
For the first time, in a long time. I’m happy.
I have good friends, a good family, love and support from my partner, and a great community around me.

What I really have to do is order things that need doing…something I struggle to do (properly anyway…)