Sunday, Oct. 03, 2004 12:09 p.m.

Sanity & Nails
Today Kenneth is:

I spoke to MJ yesterday after I got back from Alton Towers, well technically it was this morning since it was after midnight.
She seems to be doing ok, I felt better talking to her, she made this smile just spread across my face.
Was having a bit of a bad day, or maybe a bit of a bad time, I feel better now.
I was watching My Best Friends Wedding, I saw there and chewed up my lip, its not the film that gets to me, Julia Roberts always reminds me of Kate in that film.
I think its just the look of her, I always think Kate looks like Julia Roberts, or maybe I believe Julia looks like Kate.
I guess it really tips it for me when the song “I’ll Be OK” comes on, I always remember telling Kate that I’ll never be fine, but I’ll be OK.

Everything happens for a reason, there is no doubt about that, just like everyone in your life that you met, you met for a reason, a lifetime or a moment.
I’ve met some people for a moment and its brought a moment of happiness to my life, I’ve met some people for a reason, maybe a lesson to learn, maybe to fine something out about myself, or maybe to teach me something I thought I could never understand, and some people I’ve met for a lifetime, I’m hoping MJ is my lifetime reason.
Its when I have moments like this I realise how incredibly lucky I am and I just have little brief spells of falling in love with her all over again.
I have 6 days to go until she comes home, I know at that moment I’ll be so eat up with excitement I’ll want to go leaping through the barriers to charge across customs to see her.
I miss her, I really do.
Next time she fly’s…I’m going with her, her being away sis so bad news for my sanity and nails, let me tell ya!