Wednesday, Dec. 29, 2004 10:36 p.m.

Not A Lot
Today Kenneth is:

Well MJ and I are in hospital again tomorrow, dealing with the next stage of having children.
I’m to busy being nervous to be excited about this all, and I think she is as well, yeah so we are worried parents to be.
She will make a most wonderful mother, I can see it in her eyes when she smiles at me.
I had problems when I look at her sometimes, I just melt there in her gaze, its so intense, she laughs at me when I get this grin on my face from one side to the other.
Its quite amusing to be honest.
I have a picture of her and I in my wallet, I keep it on my desk when I’m at work, keeps me going, keeps me smiling and realising that the world isn’t such a bad place when I see her smiling back at me through the day.

I havent updated in here for a week, not been feeling at all that well, but I'm out and about and feeling better now
Anyway I gotta go to sleep, I’m tired.