Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005 10:35 p.m.

Proper Proper
Today Kenneth is:

No much going on today.
Been to work today, tried to work my ass of today and tread water, not fucking easy when you’re getting hammered from all angles and you’re trying to keep your head above water, answer calls, and show the boss you can actually do the fucking work.
I get so pissed off at times I just want to fucking scream the house down.

I guess I’m having a stressy moment.
You just go through this like spilt personality change, like theirs two or more fucking people living inside you.
Your all fucking proper proper one minute and then all stressed the next, and it’s all about keeping in prospective and sorting it out.
This box talk thing as well, how the hell are you meant to master that in a month of Sundays.
I’ve started to read a really good book on body language, just a fun sort of thing, and it’s really good.

But anyway MJ will be back from work soon and I want to check in on her day before we go to bed.